and I don’t know how to feel about it.

I was never a huge fan of Michael Jackson, love some of his music for sure, really love the Jackson 5.

What I DON’T know is what really happened with those kids.  I’ve seen interviews of people (celebrities) that were totally convinced that nothing had happened, it was all press hype but frankly I can’t make a decision because I’m not in full possession of the facts.

I do know that MJ certainly seemed a troubled person & I do think, that whatever happened he’ll be at peace now.

Why am I writing about this?  Because I’ve experienced sexual abuse as a child & I know the effects of it… devastating damaging effects that last for a VERY long time.  I feel angry that people can so easily dismiss it as if it didn’t happen, because all too often that is exactly what does happen when abuse has occurred… people can’t handle it so they deny it.

I don’t know, as I said I’m not in full possession of the facts.  I know the MJ’s music has had profoundly positive effects on millions of people, and I know that many people will be affected by his death.

Whatever did or didn’t happen I understand that abuse comes from deep seated pain, & agony that just can’t be resolved that easily…. I believe in forgiveness because forgiveness resolves pain…

Michael Jackson, Rest in Peace